Adventures in Nothingtown....

Wow, it's been a while now since I last wrote, and not too much has happened, except for today. It was an adventure all in itself.

I went with Bridgette to go get her birth control from planned parenthood, and it was shady as fuck. It was kinda funny cos we went to Pomona first, and than had to drive to El Monte. Oh, and did i mention that her car sucks ass? yeah you need to stop every now and again to let it restart, so that can pose a problem. Anyhow, so we went to El Monte and got her pills, along with condoms, and the Plan B Pill. WE kinda got hungry so we went to eat at Big D's burgers, can you say GHETTO? There were some nasty high school kids in the van next to us and we freaked the fuck out and left. We than went to Jim's Burger and ate some fries and she had a burger. We talked about shit and our love lives and other ish. When we were ready to leave she said she wanted to get gas. Well we go to this one little place and as we finished her car, remember the one that doesn't really work, decided to fail on us. This chinito started to honk and she said fine we'll try and move. We got to where you get on the street and her car died. The fucking chinito started to honk more and i flipped him off, he deserved it. But what was worse was that we were stuck in the middle of the street, i was calm but when she realized we were in El Monet she began to freak the fuck out. Cars were passing us and honking and the chinito behind was honking as well. Eventually we got the car starting and drove off into the sunset.

The drive home was AMAZING! We listened to bomb music, and the whole time I had my head out the window just feeling a total wave of euphoria. I looked behind us and saw the fiery sunset, giving the day a perfect ending, and when i looked ahead, the cool evening promised us more beautiful times and spectacular days!

This was truly an Amazing Day.

Happy Thoughts....

Another year, Another Fear...

As the title says, another year has come, and so have new fears. Kinda freaky, 2009 is here and wow I've been alive for twenty, not yet complete, years. There is something to be said about 2008, but that time has come and gone so we must speak of this year. What should we expect?? Well first off i hope my people will be more free and liberated, that's for sure. I would also like to think with this black man taking seat, oppression to all people will decrease. Things are kinda scary though, i mean wow we are getting older and things aren't changing. Maybe we have reached the peak of our evolution, and maybe we won't advance anymore. Scary huh? Well i doubt it. Some amazing things are going to happen and we will be amazed, and because it comes with wounder, we will all be scared. what can be said of this? nothing much really. In other news, I'm lost. Lost in so many ways i just need to be saved from myself. There is not much that can be done for me though. Fuck really why am I writing tonight? Well i might as well just continue. Joy isn't something that comes easily to many people and for me it's lacking. Facades will be pulled down and people's true intentions will be revealed. People will be forced into hiding and killed. Another genocide kind of but not really. It's the Gays that will be attacked, AGAIN, and no one will have Mercy for us. Minds will be changed, and we will all be hunted. It won't be safe for anyone who is not heterosexual. Fuck I'm just ranting. Well to change the subject, here's one of my favorite poems, enjoy!

Stopping By Woods On A Snowy Evening
by Robert Frost

Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.
My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.
He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound's the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.
The woods are lovely, dark and deep.
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep

Hope you Enjoy it!

Happy Thoughts...