The best Time I won't Remeber

Well I know it's been a long while since I last wrote but that's alright for now. Here are some recent things that have been going on in my world.

I got a contract to go back to camp this summer, and the day before i was going to send it out, I get an email saying that they decided they would rather not have me back. They claim it was because some of the campers complained but I feel in my heart of hearts it's because I am gay. This blows mainly because it was the best time of my life. Secondly this blows because of the gay issue. Really, WTF?

Well aside from that, I went to a Hotel Party last night, and let me tell you! It was some crazy shit. I got really messed up because Ricky was there, and I didn't want to see him. I was so drunk I ended up going under the sink to pass out. It was cool because Harrison, and Amanda took care of me and ended up watching me take a shit. I really do owe them alot.

Work sucks balls because I'm not getting hours, and It sucks more because my availability just went down now that I'm starting school.

Speaking of school, I'm only taking one class, but the down side is that I need to be taking more like English and math. I want to get the fuck out of there already. LAMBDA is going to be taking up my main focus this semester and I just want to do my best, Here's hoping i do!

Happy Thoughts...