Bacl to California

The days are counting down to my return to California and I cannot say I'm not panicking. I have no money to my name, I don't have a replacement roommate yet, and I don't know how to cope with moving back into my parents house. I know it's for the better, but I cannot escape a feeling of regret, of moving back several steps. This isn't the time to second guess myself and I won't.

I can go back to school now, and I can work on saving money to move back out. I can look for a healthy relationship, and I can use my money the way I want instead of paying rent. I cannot say for certain that I will come back to Seattle, but I know if I do, it won't be forever. L.A. is my home, and that's where I belong. I was silly to think otherwise.

Happy Thoughts...