Where Eagles Dare

Ah what a day, what a day. I have never wanted to talk to anyone more than I wanted to talk to him. I seriously can't stand how much distance there is between us and how strongly I feel for him. It's an obsession I know this, yet I can't shake it. He is my heroin, the needle is his smile. Everything about him makes me want to jump up and shout "I fucking adore you! I want to just lay in your arms all day and kiss your beautiful baby face!" This is a little insane but I don't care.

Today was the first day in a long time that I have seen him, and now I remember why I fell for him. His warm smile, and bright eyes take me to a place where there is no escape, where I can bask in his beauty all day and all night. This obsession is going to kill me and if it means I can stare at him for as long as I like, than bring on the death. He is one of the most amazing people I know, and I feel something drawing me to him yet I know he doesn't feel the same as me. I saw him with his hair down a while back, and it was more stunning than the first sunrise. I tried not to look at him but was helpless to stare and drink him with my eyes. I felt like a fool, but didn't care, the only things in the room were He and I. Let me obsession end so I may be free, and allow him to be at peace...

Happy Thoughts...