Plans

Well, what a dream my life has become. I am no longer in control of who I am, or how I feel. I long for the sun in Covina, and I miss the way the wind would go through my hair as I rode my bike around town. How did things become so twisted and distorted? I have made up my mind and plan on moving back, but my only concerns now are the people who I am going to be leaving behind. I love this house, and the people who share it with me, but my well being is something I am not willing to sacrifice in order to stay. As a GOOD man once told me, "Your first obligation is to yourself." I agree, but at what costs should we look out for number one?

I am taking this very hard, and though I long for Covina, I still love it out here. I guess it's something I need to accept, I can't make everyone happy. I also feel there was a reason I came here, and not to just escape, but to help or teach. I think I have done that, and it's now time to move on. I've helped the one who needed my help but back home they need my help as well. Trouble is brewing and I'm needed.

It's very egotistical to speak this way but I believe it's the truth. At the moment I'm feeling restless, and scared, and just a plethora of different emotions. Well, I plan on moving back before April is up, and I also plan to tie up any loose ends that may need tying. Here we go folks, let's get this train rolling.

Happy Thoughts....



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