Cry Baby Cry

.:sigh:. Cold today have gone any worse? Like really, I think it was one of the worst days I have had in a long while, not only because I wasn't feeling well, but because I made a complete and total ass of myself. This doesn't happen a lot, I tend to try and be more stable than I was today.

Today I wasn't feeling well so I decided to to stay home, but the one day I decide to stay home, everything happens with the magazine. Aldo, our photographer, came to take the staff photo of us but I didn't know this. So I got up despite feeling ill and went to go get my picture taken, but when I got there he was gone. Isn't that perfect? Not only wasn't he there, but he hadn't uploaded the photo's he took into the server so the designer could finish my page. I was really pissed I almost started crying, literally. People in the newsroom don't usually bother me, in fact the atmosphere is generally warm and inviting. Today though me being in the pissed mood I was it seemed dark and aggravating.

I told those who were bothering me that I wasn't in the mood, and they seemed to be chill with it. There were those who didn't take the hint and continued with it, I had had enough. I told them they could be my proxy and do what they needed to do for me and I stormed out. I met with Arthur who is a good friend and explained the situation, he was very sympathetic. I was going to leave but realized I had no money for the bus, so I was forced to go to LAMBDA. Bad Idea.

Some of the people there just piss me off, they are not the people I would normally associate myself with. So I sat and skulked in the corner, when a group who was looking for an endorsement came to speak. They are part of AS and generally I don't trust them. So after that we just spoke about some things that needed speaking and got on with our meeting.

I was able to get a ride home and I got a call from my friend and I apologized for being such a douche during the day. She was very kind and understanding and I owe her a lot. That was my day, and it didn't go too well, but it was still eventful. Honestly I think I could have made it better if I would have taken the time to think things through and maybe understand the situation better.

Happy Thoughts...