Teresa, are you doing ok?

During times of great suffering and torment, sometimes all you need is a friend, a person who will be there to listen to all you have to say and not judge, or interrupt. Today was one of those days, not for me but for my bestie, Teresa. Her grandmother recently passed away, and it has been tough on her, with her family not really agreeing on what to do for the arrangements and all.

Today I was supposed to go to school and help do somethings around campus, and you know be me, but while I was in the shower I got a call from an unknown number and despite my better judgement, I picked up. It was Teresa. At first I didn't realize it be cause she was crying and after a moment, I began to freak because she never cried in front of me. I listened to what she was saying and as she asked me to go visit her, and talk I realized it was a moment that I will live a million times over.

I pedaled my bike as fast as I could to get to her house, and when I did her dad was outside with one of his friends. I walked in not bothering to knock, only going straight to her room. She was sitting on her bed eating soup, and i could see a tear in her eye, it killed me on so many levels. I sat next to her and ask what was happening, and she told me everything, from beginning to end. She told me how her family wasn't getting along and how they were not doing what was best for the dearly departed.

All of this was freaking her out, and to make matters worse she is was sick. Not a fun thing to be going through, wouldn't you agree? Now I know I have gone through the dynamics of our friendship once before, but in case you missed that episode, let me explain briefly.

She and I are like two pees in a pod, we ARE Will & Grace. Our whole friendship was based on compassion and equal agitation at several people, it is that that allowed us to become the friends we are now. She is my one and only, my soul mate, my love and my life...In a gay way, no Heterosexuality in here he he.

So as you can see, she means alot to me. It hurts to see her like that, and I will be here for her. Let me leave y'all with a final thought; I hope y'all have a friendship that matches ours, because it is the best, and in truth, I doubt anyone does.

Happy Thoughts...

P.S.
Don't be pissed, you know I love you. <3